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grrrrrl-interrupted:

Literally me.

grrrrrl-interrupted:

Literally me.


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I don’t like my natural hair color. I wish I could find a job that I enjoy, and more importantly, that lets me be myself. I dyed my hair my natural color for work then just let it fade and then I ended up quitting because no one really wants to work at walmart all day. Especially someone like me who feels so at home in my ‘strange’ look. I’m 1,000% more insecure about myself without my piercings in. I hate living in a small shitbox town where it’s not at all okay to be the person I am. There’s not even a piercing/tattoo studio within an hour’s driving distance. The town puts up a huge stink every time one wants to open here and it just never happens and I hate it. The only places for me to work are Walmart, Mcdonald’s, Dunkin Donuts, Subway, and a few pizza places and local restaurants which won’t even look at me. I give walmart credit for giving me a chance but I’m not down with changing my entire aesthetic/lifestyle for a minimum wage, dead end job that just makes me miserable. It makes me feel like a sellout.

I want my purple hair back. But dye costs money which comes from employment that I cannot find because of my appearance. Dad asks me why I don’t just remove everything and grow my hair out if it’s so much of a struggle…..but what kind of message would I be sending and putting out if I just gave up…well…myself. Let myself down. I’d rather live in a box and be homeless than try and live up to someone else’s expectations. Maybe I should have secured a career and some sort of life before I went and permanently tattooed my face and hands and got all the piercings but what kind of life would that be in the meantime? I’d be even more miserable and depressed than I am now. I’d hate myself.

This whole thing is a vicious cycle and I just wanna have pretty hair and be as ‘eccentric’ -as I’ve heard it put- as I want and be left in peace…and have a good job. My aesthetic says nothing about my professionalism and I hate that you have to fit into this perfect little box labeled ‘normalcy’ to have a decent job. I also really don’t like people or the so called ‘real world’ and basically everything sucks and why can’t things just be peaceful? Live and let live, man. I don’t even care to meet friends at this point because I’m sick of getting treated like shit for how I look. If anything, my body modifications serve as a shield. As protection. Keeping closed-minded douche canoes far away from me. I just wish that wasn’t practically everyone. For all the individuality on here, I hardly even get spoken to on tumblr. I just want human interaction with people like me….or at least decent people who can respect that I am who I am….

and mostly, I just wanna color my hair consequence free. I didn’t mean for this to turn into a long ass post but yeah. I haven’t vented in a while, that felt pretty nice. Merp.


i love you, doodle bug!

I’m pretty darn fond of you too! ^_^


Lose all the followers!

Ah well. My blog hasn’t changed. Still the same old shit, still the same old boring person.

For future reference though, if I ever post anything that offends anyone, you’re actually totally welcome to tell me. Even anonymously. I don’t wanna trigger anyone or anything like that. Plus, I’m not a douchebag about that stuff. x:



flabbergastrous:

ilike-yo-weavez:

gettingahealthybody:

This; it’s powerful.

I love this

I always knew Pizza had a potential to save humanity

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mizzjade:

troublelovesmetroubleneedsme:

notsolodolo:

"And since we all came from a woman
Got our name from a woman and our game from a woman
I wonder why we take from our women
Why we rape our women, do we hate our women?
I think it’s time to kill for our women
Time to heal our women, be real to our women
And if we don’t we’ll have a race of babies
That will hate the ladies, that make the babies
And since a man can’t make one
He has no right to tell a woman when and where to create one
So will the real men get up
I know you’re fed up ladies, but keep your head up”
- Tupac Shakur 

Always reblog this.

^

mizzjade:

troublelovesmetroubleneedsme:

notsolodolo:

"And since we all came from a woman

Got our name from a woman and our game from a woman

I wonder why we take from our women

Why we rape our women, do we hate our women?

I think it’s time to kill for our women

Time to heal our women, be real to our women

And if we don’t we’ll have a race of babies

That will hate the ladies, that make the babies

And since a man can’t make one

He has no right to tell a woman when and where to create one

So will the real men get up

I know you’re fed up ladies, but keep your head up”

- Tupac Shakur 

Always reblog this.

^

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then-it-fell-apart:

i hope one day you are at peace with yourself. i hope you can take a shower without crying and you can close your eyes without thinking about your funeral. i hope one day you start singing in the shower again and are happy for no reason. i hope you get better, because you really deserve to. 

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meloetta:

why do they always showcase ‘bullies’ in cartoons as being some punk with a mohawk like

when was the last time you saw a cool guy in a leather jacket not minding his own business it’s usually some basic asshole in a graphic tee that has something to say

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And how hard is it to land even a minimum-wage job? This year, the Ivy League college admissions acceptance rate was 8.9%. Last year, when Walmart opened its first store in Washington, D.C., there were more than 23,000 applications for 600 jobs, which resulted in an acceptance rate of 2.6%, making the big box store about twice as selective as Harvard and five times as choosy as Cornell. Telling unemployed people to get off their couches (or out of the cars they live in or the shelters where they sleep) and get a job makes as much sense as telling them to go study at Harvard.

buttsock:


"Jason Brown, the Nevada man accused of adopting dogs in order to torture and dismember them, is currently being held on $70,000 bail. However, recent news reports suggest that he may be able to pay his bail out of a trust fund."
 100,000 signatures are needed by Monday August 11th to prevent this man from being bailed out of jail. Please sign this petition!
Please share this photo and spread the word. Money shouldn’t allow a person to get away with murder. http://www.change.org/petitions/sign-petition-to-deny-bail-to-man-who-adopted-dogs-so-he-could-torture-and-dismember-them?recruiter=134531290&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=facebook&utm_campaign=share_facebook_mobile

please sign this so this fucker can rot in jail for as long as possible

buttsock:

"Jason Brown, the Nevada man accused of adopting dogs in order to torture and dismember them, is currently being held on $70,000 bail. However, recent news reports suggest that he may be able to pay his bail out of a trust fund."


100,000 signatures are needed by Monday August 11th to prevent this man from being bailed out of jail. Please sign this petition!

Please share this photo and spread the word. Money shouldn’t allow a person to get away with murder.

http://www.change.org/petitions/sign-petition-to-deny-bail-to-man-who-adopted-dogs-so-he-could-torture-and-dismember-them?recruiter=134531290&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=facebook&utm_campaign=share_facebook_mobile

please sign this so this fucker can rot in jail for as long as possible

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Anarchism is the abolition of exploitation and oppression of man by man, that is, the abolition of private property and government; Anarchism is the destruction of misery, of superstitions, of hatred. Therefore, every blow given to the institutions of private property and to the government, every exaltation of the conscience of man, every disruption of the present conditions, every lie unmasked, every part of human activity taken away from the control of the authorities, every augmentation of the spirit of solidarity and initiative, is a step towards Anarchism.
Errico Malatesta, Towards Anarchy  (via skullxcrusher)

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spaceelf:

People who say sadness doesn’t hurt physically apparently never experienced feeling so sad. I’ve felt it in my legs, my jaw, my head, my quivering lips, aching eyes, and my aching chest. It hurts my chest the most because it literally feels like your heart is in pain.

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